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Friday, May 30, 2008

8:29 PM

I've submitted my application for my complimentary study for the next semester.
Here are my choices: (1 being the one I want most and 5 being the least)
1) German Language
2) French Language
3) Japanese Language
4) Thinking and Problem Solving
5) Personal Development
May not be able to get what we want due to the fact that the school wants all classes to be proportionate.

I was CCA-less so I went to join NYAA (National Youth Achievement Award) with Wan Ting and Cai Juan. Don't need regular meetings and I only have to stay in this CCA for 1 and 1/2 years. We will most probably go to SPCA to help out~

I've not been in the best of mood lately.
I'm so pissed with myself, my life and some other people...
Things AGAIN aren't going the way I wanted.
I'm so stressed and I just hate the feeling.
I'm so stressed up that my temper is so horrid at times.
I was so pissed that day that I soaked my bolster and pillow with tears...
I was so afraid that one day when I woke up, I realise that my hair have gone white overnight.
Just yesterday, I spotted white hair...
I'm really tired...yet I can't take a guilty-free break.
I'm so tired of my life...for a moment, nasty thoughts attack my brain again.

And I thought this will last for a life time.
But I guess I'm wrong. I'm so disappointed.
I don't have the sense of belonging anymore...
You people are in your own world.

But the thoughts that I've placed so much efforts in my previous days...
Makes me feel that it's not worthy to end here...
And the thoughts about the wonderful things I could do next time...
My goals...my dreams...and things I wanna achieve...makes my eyes sparkle.
Leaving the world in shame and humiliation is the last time I will do....

I don't give a damn if I'm happy or not right now.
All I know is that I have to ensure that my future is bright and sparkling.

Quiz 1
1. Who was e last person of the opposite sex you had a conversation with?
-Erm. My brother?

2. Where is the last place you went out to eat?
-NYP's North Canteen

3. What was the last beverage you consumed?
-Pineapple Juice (suxy)

4. Thoughts at this moment?
-Life.

5. Do you bite your lips a lot?
-No.

6. Medical, fine arts, or law?
-Medical.

8. Favorite drink?
-A lot~

9. Do you miss anyone?
-Kay Ling, Emad-Fivez, Aiyo Family.

10. What were you doing at 6:00 PM on last Friday night?
-Bathing?

11. Who was the last person you had in your room?
-Mother or father or brother? Can't remember.

12. Can you speak another language?
-English and Mandarin.

13. What are you going to do tomorrow?
-Study Maths :(

14. Who was the last band you saw live?
-Linkin Park <333

Quiz 2
1. LIVING ARRANGEMENTS
-Sleep and work in the master bedroom :D

2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING RIGHT NOW?
-SUPER thick Organic Chemistry book I borrowed from the library.

3. WHAT'S ON YOUR MOUSEPAD?
-Handphone.

4. FAVOURITE BOARD GAME
-No idea.

5. FAVOURITE MAGAZINE
-Seventeen?

6. FAVOURITE SMELLS
-Food XD

7. LEAST FAVOURITE SMELLS
-Cigar smell, sweat smell, Organic Chem lab's smell, toilet smell

8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD
-Being cheated by someone I trust.
-Not being in the "care-list" of people who I care.

9. FAVOURITE SOUND
-Songs I like??

10. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING?
-"What to wear today?"

11. HOW MANY RINGS BEFORE YOU ANSWER THE PHONE?
-Two??

12. FAVOURITE COLOUR
-Purple, Black, White, Brown

13. FUTURE CHILD'S NAME
-Chester or Draven for a guy. Agatha or Raven for a girl.

14. WHAT IS MOST IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE?
-Studies.

15. FAVOURITE FOODS
-A lot.

16. DO YOU LIKE TO DRIVE FAST?
-Can't drive, zzZZZ.

18 CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA?
-Chocolate~

17. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL?
-Beside me.

19. STORMS: COOL OR SCARY?
-Cool. Looking at the rain drops falling is so relaxing~

20. WHAT TYPE WAS YOUR FIRST CAR?
-I can't predict the future.

21. IF YOU COULD MEET SOMEONE DEAD OR ALIVE, WHO WOULD IT BE?
-Chester Bennington, Mike Shinoda, Leonardo da Vinci, Raffles, Will Smith, BoA.

22. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
-1/2 Goat, 1/2 Horse.

23. FAVOURITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
-None at the moment.

24. DO YOU EAT THE STEMS OF BROCCOLI?
-Don't like.

25. IF YOU COULD HAVE ANY JOB, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
-Curator, Linkin Park's manager, Voiced Actress, Geographer, Historian, Explorer.

26. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOUR, WHICH COLOUR WOULD IT BE?
-Dark purple or dark blue.

27. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN LOVE?
-No.

28. IS THE GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
-No glass.

29. DO YOU TYPE WITH YOUR FINGERS OVER THE RIGHT KEYS?
-Yea.

30. FAVOURITE MOVIES
-Spiderman, Ratatouille, Howl's Moving Castle, Red Eye, I Am Legend, etc.

31. WHAT'S UNDER YOUR BED?
-Dirts and dusts.

32. WHAT'S YOUR FAVOURITE NUMBER?
-3, 7 and 9.

33. FAVOURITE WAY TO RELAX
-Daydreaming.

34. WHAT DO YOU HATE ABOUT YOURSELF
-Not clever enough, not smart enough, saddist, think toooooo much.

35. WHAT KIND OF PEOPLE DO YOU HATE?
-Resource wasters, lazy yet clever people, party poopers, inconsiderate people.

Pics Talk

Friday, May 23, 2008

8:14 PM

1/2 day at Pasir Ris' condo~~

Water~~

Moo moo!~~~ Radish on the right~

My new BFF.

LOL.

750ml and 1000ml (Evelyn's and Keiko's) =D

Reflection? Sofa?

Friday, May 16, 2008

9:26 PM

=))

Fiona, Cindy, Alvina, Siew Guat, Wan Ting and Keiko.

Photos!!~

Thursday, May 15, 2008

3:50 PM

Pics can talk~

My chocolate bag~!
It doesn't look chocolatey in this photograph though...

I love Biochemical Science <33

Mashed banana.
Banana has a lot of enzymes~

Banana mixed with Distilled Water and M. Colent (sp?)

Extra large filter funnel and filter paper...something you don't get to see in secondary schools.

The colours nice right? =D

This is Barfoed Reagant~

The 5th one from the left looks like Marigold's Carrot with Wolfberry Fruit Juice...

Bacteria cultivation on agar plate~

Friday, May 09, 2008

8:06 PM

In the previous 7 o'clock drama on channel 8, Ah Wang mentioned that he was feeling really sad.
He felt like crying yet his tears won't be able to come out.
I've never know that there's this kind of emotion even exist.
Not till now. I feel my heart is cracking as I read through his sayings.
I felt like crying yet my tears gland wasn't seems to be working....

Fun fun fun!

Thursday, May 08, 2008

6:26 PM

Yesterday, went to AMK Hub to meet Evelyn, Grace and Hui Min after CSDUMMY3's Thinking and Problems Solving lesson.
Went around looking for a new bag cos my laptop is making my PUMA (aka "friendship bag")'s stripe cracking.
Grace went to look for her formal clothings for her presentation.
Gonna have a major presentation at around week 15 and I will have to buy formal clothing next time too =(
It's like so not worth it? Grace can still wear her formal clothings for her 3rd year's attachment.
But I will be wearing lab coat, long jeans and black booty shoes~
Lol. Now I'm more confident speaking in front of the class cos after every presentation, my friends will say that I spoke very loud XD
Didn't manage to get one at AMK Hub~ Headed down to Tampines Mall.
Went to the ZINC shop and bought a new bag~
Lol. It looks really chocolatey!!! XD
Just now at school, I feel hungry for chocolate after constantly staring at my bag~ xD

Just now, after all lessons end, had a game section with another class.
Our mentor and their mentor were there too~ =D
Played some games~ In one of the game, someone has to put shaving cream all over his/her face, then all of us were given 2 pieces of worm-shaped crackers each to aim at that person's face. Every piece of cracker sticked on that person's face will be get one point~ xD
Everyone sabo Wee Liang XD Then 16 of us queue up to throw the cracker at his face.
A bit bad eh in my opinion. Lol. A lot of people miss. Both of my crackers successfully sticked on his face~
Got only 10 points in the end =( The other class won.
Something unpleasant happened in the lecture hall while Wan Ting and I were at the toilet.
All the mentors chipped in some money to treat us Pizza~
But cos of that thingy that happened, some of our class people didn't eat the pizza in the end....I was one of them...

There's Biochemical Science test coming up on 22th May 2008.
60 pages and 120 slides to study!! :(
Lab report is plying up. Hate doing it =(

I recently found a new hobby.
Think I'm obsessed over it.

Chinese Orchestra

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

10:09 AM

I'm at school now~
Heh. Went for the Chinese Orchestra theory lesson on Monday.
It was really boring cos the conductor said stuff that I already know 4 years ago =X
Didn't really enjoy my time there.
On Tuesday, there should be a mini interview section but I didn't go.
I SMSed the person to tell them that I wanna quit Chinese Orchestra, LOL.
All the lecturers told us that in order to enjoy our time spent in NYP, we should join a CCA.
But I don't think I will enjoy my time 3 years at that CO.
Not that I've lost my passion for CO but seriously, I don't really like the people there...
Ask me personally for more information~ =D
Good bye to NYPCO~ And most importantly to Cello~ =(

My flu is back again T______T

Blah.

Saturday, May 03, 2008

3:00 PM

Commanding Cheryl's orders to do the following.. haha :]

1. What Age Do You Wish To Get Married?
32 to 36.

2. What Do You Want To Do Now?
Organic Chem Lab Report :(

3. What Is The Dumbest Thing You Have Done In Your Life?
Cutting myself?

4. Do You Think You Have Enough Confidence?
Hell no.

5. Any Dreams?
Visit Los Angeles!!!~

6. Do You Believe In Eternity Love?
No idea.

7. What Are You Afraid To Lose?
Loved ones and my brain cells.

8. If You Meet Someone You Love,Would You Confess To Him/Her ?
Most probably no.

9. List Three Good Points Of The Person Who Tagged You.
Cheryl: Caring, Friendly, Helpful

10. What Are The Requirements For My Other Half ?
Clever, Smart, Humorous, Caring

11. Type Of People You Hate?
Inconsiderate people, suicidal people, yaya papaya people.

12. Do You Cherish Everyone Of Your Friends ?
Depends on who it is.

13. Do You Believe In God ?
Not sure.

14. What do you think the most important thing in your life is?
Studies, Loved ones, Peace.

15. Do you believe in Fate?
Think so.

16. What Kind Of Friends Do You Hope To Be In Their Eyes?
HIGH, Humorous, Crazy, Caring, Easy to communicate with.

17. If You Have A Chance, Which Part Of Your Character Would You Like To Change?
To be more optimistic.

18. What Is Your Wish For Now ?
Get into University.

19. Will You Always Feel Emo?
Sometimes.

20. What Is The Most Enjoyable Thing To Do Right Now?
Daydream in the beach.

Instruction: Remove 1 Question And Add In Your Own Personal Question.
Make A Total Of 20 Question.
Tag 8 Friends Then Notify Them Through Their TagBoard.
List The Tagged People Out.
Whoever Does The Quiz Will Be Blessed.

1-8) Whoever who wish to be blessed can do this quiz x)

Not-so-stressful moments

Thursday, May 01, 2008

11:57 AM

Hohoho. I'm in the mood so shall type everything all over again xD

Heh. On Monday, started wearing my green coloured contact lens ^^
Lol. Some find it nice, some find it a bit alien-ish?
But then since I am such an alien, so I think the contact lens suit me a lot? Hahaha xD

On Tuesday, there's Chinese Orchestra.
At first, suddenly don't feel like joining.
Reason is: I've got no feel xD
But in the end, still join anyway cos I need my CCA points!!
Went for the try out section with Cai Juan.
Went to the Er Hu section first.
The guy teached us how to hold the Er Hu and the bow.
Then asked us to pull to see if we're suitable for that instrument.
After that, we got graded by the guy~ I pass the try out ^^

Went to the Cello section.
Wanted to play the Cello since secondary two~
But wasn't that well as compared to Er Hu cos my fingers are kinda short =(
But I still pass the try out anyway~
After deciding for awhile, decided to choose Cello over Er Hu.
Cai Juan chose Er Hu.
But there's still theory lesson next monday to wednesday~
Will confirm if I'm playing Cello only after the theory lessons.
But I think most likely can ba =X
Since I know how to read bean sprouts notes~ =D

Lol. Then both Cai Juan and I miss Shengs.
So I decided to go into the Sheng and Suona room to see see.
In the end, realise that there's only 2 of us inside the room xD
They asked us if we've played any CO instruments before and I said that I will tell them only after they introduce the instruments to us.
Then we act act like we don't know anything xD
When the suona guy was introducing the Suona to us, we acted like we first time see Suona xD
Then when the Gao Ying Sheng girl introduce Sheng to us, I mentioned that Gao Ying Sheng looks really nice.
Then she seems pretty pleased.
Lol. Then when she told us how to blow, how to press, I was like "Ohhhhhh".
Before we left, I told them that I used to play Gao Ying Sheng and that I came here to see see nia.
Then they were like "Cheyy. Say earlier ma, then we don't have to introduce the instruments to you all le".
Lol. I'm so extra~ =P Haha. Whatever~

On Wednesday, there's Biochemical Science presentation at tutorial room.
My group was the first to present.
Samantha was late for school so only me and Siew Guat present.
I spoke louder in case they can't hear what I was talking about.
Lol. Later after that, my friends from other groups said that I spoke very loud during the presentation xD
Haha. Happy~ xP
Then Siew Guat asked me if it's my maximum volume.
Then I was like "Erm. Can go 10 times louder" XD

Argh. Don't like Quality Control's lesson.
The theory is pretty easy to understand but we need to learn how to plot graphs with Microsoft Excel.
And it's like go in from one ear and then come out from another.
Can't seems to remember the steps =(

There should be Problem Solving and Thinking Skills lesson on Wednesday but the lecturer wasn't there.
So headed to the library with Siew Guat, Wan Ting, Fiona and Fadhlan to do my maths E-Quiz.
Asked Fadhlan to teach us mathematics~~
Then I do the quiz till fed-up so some questions do half way then see which one look like the answer then guess.
it's MCQ xD In the end, still get 8.0 out of 10.0. So lucky =X

Heh. After that, headed to the Sports Hall to play Badminton cos Samantha booked a court.
On my way there with Wan Ting, Siew Guat, Fiona and Joachim, I saw a person with the same bag as me.
Didn't see the face of the person at first, only saw the bag.
Then I go see the person's face. Then realise it's Grace!!! Haha.
Then we started screaming at each other XD
Lol. So happy to see her~~ ^^
Wan Ting, Fiona, Siew Guat and I wanted to get McFlurry but they ran out of ice-cream I think =(
So headed down to the Sports Hall~
Cheryl, Samantha, Kai Xiang, Benny, Allen and Xin Yang was already there.
They play till so pro la~ So we decided to just sit there and see them play.
Lol. Half way through, me and Fiona started getting high and crazy XD
Allen was having a match with this China guy then his action is so yaya papaya~
Then we see him bu shuang xD
So every time the China guy miss the shutter cock, me and Fiona will scream "YAYYYYYYYYY!!!!!".
Then I was so high that I actually stand up with my hands held high (LP's song xD) while screaming "YAYYYYY!!!!!!".
Lol. First time so high and crazy in front of my poly's friends~ xD
Then the normal ones (Wan Ting, Siew Guat and Joachim) were like O_O''''''''
Haha. Left at around 5.30pm.
Saw people eating McFlurry so me and Wan Ting went to get one.
After that, took bus 72 together~

Aww. Really miss the time I spend with my really close friends~ T_T
It's so easy for me to get high and go crazy when I'm with them.We can laugh without any reasons~~
Aww. Hope to meet up with Emad-Fivez soon...and the Aiyo Family too~~

The only photograph I took with my classmates/friends =D
It's on the second day of Orientation~ (3rd April 2008)
Half of CPT o8o4!~ =D
1st row: Cheryl, Fadhlan and Kai Xiang
2nd row: Alvina, Keiko, Siew Guat, Ravyna, Ridwan and Shikin
3rd row: Hema, Kenneth and Benny

Lol. I remember that I was emo at that time =X